letter to myself

Dear rainmaker,

and suddenly everything changes :O

and you thought everything was going to be alright...idiot girl ...

no one told you that this time it was going to be different...so why did you believed it?  

wake me up...myself, if you are hearing me just wake up!

it's a fake reality...just a nightmare...why haven't you waken up yet?

your role is to help other people and not to care about yourself!

even if you're sad do not show it to them.

just put on your ordinary mask and they 'll believe you're cheerful as always little.

and then you realise the mask is broken so it's time to show them your real face...

you may care about all of them but only a few people really care about you.

and they aren't the ones who laughed at you.or asked you what 's wrong (because the just wanted to know)

they are the ones who just cuddled you and smiled...

so you should smile back..;)

so wake up,throw away your idiot happy mask, and be you.

p.s. do not loose yourself while trying to show other people who you are.i mean d not lose your real face at the moment you 'll throw away your mask.

and then this smile is gonna be thrown away and you'll burst into tears ...

NO.be strong.

yours,

rainmaker