Dear best-friend (well,i hope i don't have to say "ex-best-friend"),
Finally, it wasn't impossible for her to cry..Three little salty drops -many people call them tears- , could be seen on that notebook with the penguins.Nothing remarkable or strange.Maybe.
But when you're unable to cry even when really bad things happen to you, then seeing an old postcard and feeling that everything's gonna be dizzy ,IS remarkable .
She went on reading the three-line message which was written inside the card...
And she couldn't help wondering..Why now? Why now that this so-called O* who signs this card has started forgetting about her.She didn't know why this had to happen now... Why now ,when she needs that O* more than ever, not wanting to chat with him , or make him listen to her..but just wanting to feel his arms around her and obtain that feeling of losing the world around her.
She may has been asking for too much.She could just look for another O*, cause as we all know there are many other people out there, and not only O*s but other letters of the alphabet,too.But nobody 's like him.
She's too exhausted even for waiting.She knows she shouldn't give up . but .
She'd rather just stay in this moment , looking at that card .Even if she's sure that he's gone for now , and she may be the one mistaken, (but not the only one).